2022.01.28 01:45 ZeRo_WC (not official news) servers are going down/taking long time to load. Probably a regular overload of players or so. Idk I can log in and join as of right now so the issue may be resolved
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2022.01.28 01:45 CodStewart yeah eric clapton was cool and all but could he play THE CLAW?
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2022.01.28 01:45 Alone-Bother5263 Afraid of sex/loss of attraction. I need help
(25 F) I’m scared to write this because it’s really hard to deal with.
I was sexually assaulted at 12, then subsequently abused for 2 years by the perpetuator. I grew up in severe purity culture, even to the point my parents didn’t want me to kiss a man until I was married.
I married my high school sweet heart, and as adults we deconverted from Christianity together. He is my best friend and my greatest support system. Our values align, and he is an incredibly respectful, kind, nurturing, affectionate, and safe partner.
Nonetheless, after realizing I was sexually assaulted as child and starting SA therapy in 2021, I am terrified to have sex with him. I suffer from CPTSD and OCD, and I’ve recently come to the conclusion that I am bisexual.
I don’t want him to touch my in any sexual way, and I starting to feel like I was ever attracted to him, and couldn’t ever be attracted to him again. I feel afraid of sex, even though in any sexual encounter, my pleasure is prioritized and I’m consistently asked for consent throughout. I’ve never felt pressure by him, not once. He is a safe person, and a safe sexual partner, but I’m scared of having sex with him. Maybe I’m just afraid of having sex in general.
I’m starting to feel like maybe I’m just a lesbian or something, but I love my husband and I want to be with him. I want to have a life with him, but I’m scared that this will never go away. I’m afraid I’ve never been attracted to men, and that’s why I’m feeling this way. Truth is, I’m terrified of men. Hate them honestly.
Has anyone ever experienced this? Am I normal? Am I going to be okay? I’m scared and I need help.
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2022.01.28 01:45 OnionProfessional682 AirMessage not working with one of my contacts
When I try texting them, it fails and when I resend it, it sends to some random number instead. I can message all other contacts perfectly fine. And to make it even weirder they can message me, but I can't message them.I also found that I am able to text them on an apple device so I wondering if it has something to do with AirMessage. Please help, I am so lost.
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2022.01.28 01:45 aadiZbliss Can anyone suggest any elite right corner kick set piece taker who is left footed?
2022.01.28 01:45 HuntingRedneckGimp My current x-ray was good! Just some residual pain to get through because it has a little more healing to do. But, I was able to actually go out and start my pickup with almost no pain!! Another few days and I should be driving again!!
2022.01.28 01:45 satisfyingzg Oh amazing slime video
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2022.01.28 01:45 DevinH83 This might have helped.
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2022.01.28 01:45 prawnbiryani #unsplashcats #cute #adorable #kittens #cats #followformore
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2022.01.28 01:45 cakewalkbackwards I need someone to give me "the talk"
I've come to realize I probably have a bad stomach ulcer and still continue to drink. This sub had helped me stop for 10 days in 2019, but I completely forgot that even happened. I need some encouragement for sure. I know I cant do it tomorrow, but I need to set a plan into place because this is going to take my life away if I don't act.
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2022.01.28 01:45 CryBoi1738 Couldn't get this theme out of my head
2022.01.28 01:45 ChrisCusu Aubrey breaks it down with the whole CBDC situation
| This article is on point |
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2022.01.28 01:45 KingxSlay3r-_ Clash! Zoro
Hey yall! I'm pretty damn new to this game and I'm trying to assemble the best team of straw hats possible, I was wondering if the raid Zoro will every be back...or if I just missed out on him entirely.
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2022.01.28 01:45 chr15c The show is usually very factual, except for one thing...
2022.01.28 01:45 Enderman_ace dodge city gunslinger
2022.01.28 01:45 Pie1910 Some well done beef
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2022.01.28 01:45 LKNewbie I blame you all: just finished Michael McDowell's Toplin
Quite an interesting read; one of those books I discovered on this sub that I won't read again (maybe), but one that I'm glad to have read at least once.
But why is the book not on McDowell's Amazon page? A direct search works, but the author's page, at least on my end, omits the title. Funnily enough, this is exactly the sort of thing that would Toplin's head spinning.
More to the point, the tone of the entire piece brings to ming Thomas Ligotti, and so I'm wondering if there's any linkage.
Anyway, that you to the twisted nut who recommends this book.
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2022.01.28 01:45 NewJerseySwampDragon Her spine had a good run
2022.01.28 01:45 _pix3ll_ Is fortnite incredibly broken for anyone else? I've tried at least 20 times to log in. This was the weirdest message I got out of all of them.
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2022.01.28 01:45 HiSoSoiDog DoA to instruct farmers how to grow cannabis
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2022.01.28 01:45 Paper_Rain Recap: Honduras 0, Canada 2 | MLSSoccer.com -> [By Michael Singh]
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2022.01.28 01:45 Babykaay Looking for a sugar daddy message me!
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2022.01.28 01:45 Educational_Pilot_83 [US-TX] [H] Spellground V6 mats [W] ulti hero live 1st Ed, ulti ots cyber dragon, ulti stratos, cyber dragon deck core
2022.01.28 01:45 huthmo Boss Crate Glitch?
2022.01.28 01:45 cvn74em The greatest love story never told
So I’m a Navy veteran who fell in love with my bunkmate in boot camp. We were so young (me 17, her 18), we went to different schools after boot camp, I went to sea — she was stationed on shore and never went to sea.
It’s important to note we never realized the full potential of our love. The Navy made that impossible. I never even told her I was in love with her. One day, I get the equivalent of a “Dear John” letter. She’s pregnant. I still remember the sickening feeling. I dropped the letter without even reading the rest of it. I couldn’t even muster any happiness that there would be a baby. In retrospect, I had incredibly selfish thoughts. But I couldn’t help it. She was my first love. How I knew I was gay with no question.
I decide to not respond. I go to sea, for months. I try my best to get over this girl.
20 years later, I get a Facebook message. I’m married, my wife and I have a boring domestic relationship. And it’s her. I begin what can only be described as an emotional affair. I destroyed my wife. But again, selfish. This was the second time in my life where she was all that mattered.
Seven years later, she leaves her baby daddy that she never married, and starts sending me pictures of everything about us. Little notes that I had written her, telling me she used to just watch me when I wasn’t even aware of it. She has a shoebox with literally everything about us. Cute? Or creepy? It’s been 27 years. I’ve been to see her, and baby daddy caught her sneaking in the guest room while I was asleep. He told me that later.
My question is: we are clearly still in love. I don’t want to push her to come out, but mind fucking me by keeping all this shit prevents me from having new women in my life, and I think she knows that. I think she’s playing games. If she can’t muster the courage to be with me, she doesn’t have to deal with the jealousy of me being with someone else if she keeps giving me shit to cling to.
What do I do? It’s been nearly 30 years.
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